Hey y’all! Happy FRIDAY! OMG! I can’t believe the flipping weekend is here. It is a miracle! So much bullshit happened this week that I wish I could unload it here but I can’t. You know morals and crap. It doesn’t help that I am writing this while I am a little ticked off but it is what it is. At this point, I am just over the bullshit.
Moving on. When I started this blog I made a promise to my self that I would honest and open except when it came to my true feelings about my job. This is about to get real.
I can’t tell you the last time I went to the gym and I miss it but I am completely unmotivated to go to the gym. I don’t have the energy or the will to drag my fat ass in there. Yes, I know this is a problem. Yes, I know this is not a good thing but it is where I am at right now.
I know that as soon as I get my ass back into the gym I will feel amazing and I will continue to go. But moving, school, yearbook and everything else going on in my life was just too much to keep up. Now I live 30 minutes away from my job instead of 5, so I get up earlier, it takes me longer to get home. Which doesn’t give me much time for the gym between getting home from my one job and going to my other job.
Summer is coming and my goal is to start kicking my ass over it. I saw a picture of my from 4 years ago and I was FLOORED. I looked
amazing fucking amazing. I want to look that good again. I am SUPER realistic when it comes to my goals. I know I am never going to be a size 4, so I don’t aim for or hope for that ever. Plus I think I would look REALLY weird that skinny. But that is how I feel about myself.
I am being a liar with my blog name by not going to the gym and being fit. Living on your own requires you to learn a new balance. I know longer have someone cooking for me. I am left to my own devices when it comes to making healthy choices. It’s HARD!
I am trying to be better and it starts this summer. Don’t feel bad if you falter and it takes a little bit to get back into. It happens to everyone and I mean EVERYONE. I am promising to my self and y’all June 1st I will be back in the gym 7 days a week and running 4 of those days. Set goals and check them off one by one.
I wish everyone the best with their fitness journeys. I know it is not easy. Let’s motivate each other.
– ♥ Lindsey